Saturday, November 21, 2009

My Days of Daze.

Here lies the carcass of my life picked clean by the vultures of experience.

Days of Trepidation.

Following my advent in this new kingdom I call home ithink that ilife has too much of i-nformation in it. So iday began with i feeling very [censored] off. (Too much of the iAge). Something did not seem right. Sometimes in life you get this sour taste in your mouth when you wake up..and you can almost feel the bitterness of the day's medicines branding the mucous membranes of your delicate existence. That was how I felt on this particular day. Its one of those days when all you want to do is stay in bed and let the world Chaos around you. But there were lectures to attend and duties were calling very loudly and the service providers for Life very conveniently forgot to add answering machines for such situations.

Therefore I dragged myself out of bed and pulling my bedroom door open careened into the adjoining bathroom glad to have beaten my roomie to it. I shall tell you about my roomie very soon. For the time let it suffice to say that there was no, nay, negative love lost between us. So I go into the bathroom and realise its that Monday. The deeply darkly blue one. The one where the procrastinating weekend before you did not clean it out. Hence hurried cleaning episode of the bathroom ensued. Except the new bowl cleaner would not work. The darn thing was stuck. Bless its heart. It was again orchestrating the sweet symphony that was to sing my ballad of destruction. I showered quickly or planned to shower quickly. Like in a jiffy. except my definition of jiffy stretched a little-like by about an hour.

I came out of the shower 15 minutes late already and frantically looked around for my brush and my clothes. Again I had lazed around all weekend wallowing in self pity hence no laundry-no clean clothes. Have you ever worn stale clothes over freshly bathed and scented body? Its an experience to soothe the nerves and calm the mind. (if you haven't got the sarcasm yet you're zoned out or just simply do not have brains. Please desist from reading further .)

So I realised that today's lecture was by this really old gentleman,on the merits of energy production in our bodies,mitochondria to be exact. Since most of the energy producing machines in my body seemed to be defective I had a personal grudge against this lecture. Also the fact that the professor tended to trail off,trip over wires every two minutes, fell over edges of the stage twice and turned off the projector by hitting the wrong button; probably had a lot to do with my apparent dislike. (By the bye he trailed off whenever I started writing a sentence...it was like a brownian ratchet voiceover.)

Therefore I decided to further my cause in this country by legalising my presence. In plain english I was going to get a number issued by the mighty horses of this kingdom. So I made my way to the international student's office.

Mishap one: I left my apartment and halfway down realised I had forgotten to bring the garbage out. My apartment was going to stink to the skies when I got back. I walked out through the double doors straight into a sleet of icy needles of rain. No umbrella and all documents in non-waterproof bag. I was halfway to exercising my lachrymal glands rigorously.

Mishap two: Upon reaching the office drenched and feeling like my cats when they are forced to have a bath, I discover that I am one hour early. Spend the rest two hours listening to other similarly depressed and godforsaken graduates trying to figure out horse language.
Then I was called. The advisor gave me the letter I needed and then told me to lie low for awhile. I was already late in applying for this number that was going to save ma life,in fact it was going to be my life. Then she advised me not to go alone to the social blah blah office. It was far she said and lots of hispanics on the way. Don't go alone, she admonished. I nodded gratefully and hoping my day had changed for the better left to go back to my lab.

Mishap three: Do not know what possessed me then. But my spirit guide must have felt disappointed. the day was not being malicious enough. Therefore it imbued me with a sense of wrong confidence. I decided to go to the social blah blah office by myself. Ha! I'm a big girl were my brave thoughts. So I set out to take a bus from the train station. I reached there,it was still raining. I waited for the bus. It took forever. I waited, and waited and waited and.......
I debated taking a taxi, thought about the zillions of terrible consequences all of which ended in me being dead, and rejected it.
Finally the bus arrived. I got on Smartly and asked the driver the fare. He was gracious and told me pertly. Next I couldn't for the life of me figure out where or how to pay the fare. It was ifare again. The electronic ghosts just do not stop haunting me. The imachine was ready to take the ifare. Only i couldn't count out the necessary ichange. So embarassed the driver helped i out. Red in the face from iexertion i sat down. The fear and trepidation in my heart as I traversed those lonely miles,alone in a strange kingdom filled with sea monsters and bogeymen , I cannot bring myself to write. It fairly caused my breakfast to regurgitate. Thank god I hadn't had any.

Mishap four: I reached fine. Got the next letter from those horses fine too. I exited the horse stable and headed to the bus stop. I sat there alone for around ten minutes. Strange people walked in and out of those streets all staring at me as if I were an alien metamorphosed into human shape. I started to hyperventilate. I picked out a helpful looking homo sapien and asked him about the whereabouts of the next spaceship..err...bus. He looked at me funny and said in 45 minutes. Apparently I'd missed the previous one by seconds. I could almost hear the elements singing the same ballad of destruction in glee. I started walking down that deserted road. I hoped I would not meet anyone. I pulled my hood down and broke all records of walkathlons. I was close to running. Then I saw a lady with a black hat and a dog on a leash. The dog looked mean and ready to lick bones clean. I crossed the road surreptitiously to avoid her and ran into a street game of basketball being played by six feet tall giants. Mumbling my apologies I fled shaking and miserable. Desperate to get home. Unfortunately for my custom made song I made it back to the college bus stop unharmed. Tired and panting but whole. I thanked my stars and made my way to the bus I saw standing there.... Only for it to leave the instant I started towards it. I made no attempt at catching it. The Gods had conspired. Their Will be done. Thoroughly defeated by Fate, Weather, Horses and Public transport I slumped on a tree stump and waited for the next bus. And no I did not have a crow ablate on me.

I came home to contemplate a sorry Day and to Rage against the elements. I also lay down to give my aching legs a rest from the 45 minute near race with fear that I had indulged in. It seemed pointless now. Strange how in the brightness of your familiar room the fear seemes to fade. But I knew it was real. I knew it was lurking around waiting to leap onto my shoulder and grasp hold of my life again. I turned off my faculties and mindlessly tuned in to the iWorld. My iSalvation.

Days of Drop:


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

My scream

Why am I here,
In the middle of nowhere,
Shaking in fear-
Life is so unfair.

The empty rooms
echo in silence,
like haunted tombs-
In deathly cadence.

The tears flow unbidden,uncalled
Wretched I lay frozen and appalled
at my mind crowded in anarchy
Filled to the brim with lethargy.

So I sit alone and stare
Out of windows into dirty nights-
That unfold in tumultous despair.

Take me away, take me away,
From this place to the one I care.

Lift me away,lift me away,
From this hell to the clouds I pray.

And the silence screams into the darkness
Swallow me,Oh swallow me-ee!!

And the heart yearns into the stillness,
Embrace me,Oh embrace me-e!!

The fire burns down to ashes
The sun hides behind the stars.
The vacuum upon her closes,
Her screams ring from afar.


Saturday, November 14, 2009

I AM A SONG....

This is where I will post the many songs that I hook onto during the course of my existence. Some match my mood, some my personality but almost all are my favorites and have helped me get through life.

November 13,2009
Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don't understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be

Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied

Down in a hole and they've put all
The stones in their place
Ive eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath

Alice In Chains.

Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
I learned
to let go
of the illusion that we can possess
I learned
to let go
I travel in stillness
And I'll remember
happiness
I'll remember [I'll remember]

Madonna.

November 14,2009

It's a bit early in the midnight hour for me
To go through all the things that I want to be
I don't believe in everything I see
Y'know I'm blind so why d'you disagree
Take me away, cos I just don't want to stay
And the lies you make me say
Are getting deeper every day
These are crazy days but they make me shine
Time keeps rolling by
All around the world, you've got to spread the word
Tell them what you heard
We're gonna make a better day
All around the world, you've got to spread the word
Tell them what you heard
You know it's gonna be o.k.

What you gonna do when the walls come falling down?
You never move you never make a sound
So where you gonna swim with the riches that you found?
If you're lost at sea well I hope that you've drowned

Take me away, cos I just don't want to stay
And the lies you make me say
Are getting deeper every day
These are crazy days but they make me shine
Time keeps rolling by

Oasis.

november 15,2009

Surrounded by a cover like a shiled for all the faith
Surrounded by this pine and never ending days
I'm living in a prison but I dare to die outside
That keeps my will alive

And we're sending out a message
And we're sending out a prayer
And the voices asking every night
Is there anybody there
Somebody knows, somebody knows

When I pray I can say
All my believing in just one word
When I pray then I may
Sending an unwritten postcard to god

By: Vanden Plas.

november 18,2009.
Flames to dust,
Lovers to friends,
Why do all good things come to an end.

By: Nelly Furtado.

Friday, November 13, 2009

The Lord's prayer

I am so angry at this world,cosmos,galaxy in general. The huge big bang which is supposed to have created this idylllic world of ours..*smirk*..should be recreated..this time to see if that idyll can be destroyed in totality. Like a blackhole sun would be helpful or maybe a supernova..sending a coupla asteroids bumping into earth might do the job too. So thy Holiness/Exaltedness/Greatness/Oneness/Every-other-ness up in the idyllic clouds...do try to grant this tiny little prayer that will actually benefit you.
1. You won't have to listen to silly 15 year olds whining about their boyfriends..
2. You won't have to deal with ingrates who pray umpteen times a day for something and then get disappointed when they don't get it. (dudes you might have to work towards it a little..just a mite...)
3. You won't have to deal with the stupid mistakes made by homo sapiens and the pathetic attempts they make at correcting them.
4. You won't get any crazy rock fan request prayers to be united with their icons..(seriously people get a life)
5. You won't have to deal with us. Period.
6. You can take a vacation forever. (err...or however long time lasts...I get the feeling that time is One dimensional..so technically that would be abolished too which would be awesome dude..ahem..thy holiness..)

So how about it?
Our Father in Heaven,
Hallowed be thy name,
Thy kingdom's gone,
Thy will is undone,
On earth as it is not in Heaven.
Give us today our last bread and forgive us our sins as we condemn those who sin against us.
Do not bring us to the test for we will surely fail,
And Deliver us ...from Life.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Random Thoughts

Random Thoughts: 1. "Were always jealous or envious of someone no matter how good we are."

2.Amazing how we spend half our lives chasing after people who do not really care about us and spend the other half forgetting people who actually do.

Reference: Philip Pirrip, Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. Other than sharing my sunsign with Charlie didn'y really like him nor the book bu the gentleman has a point albeit morose.

3. Jealousy can be a destructive emotion. To continue from my previous random thread, which is too obviously looking like an ordered thread instead, Jealousy eats eats the person harboring it leaving the person towards whom it is directed,perfectly carefree.

4. Let people go. The more you hold on the more they slip through your fingers like grains of sand.

5. Embracing solitude is a joy that I have recently discovered.

6. Living in a dirty room makes me feel unclean.

7. Art is mostly imitation....they're just a wee bit mutated.

8. Art is like a nonsense mutation of reality.

9. Half our lives are spent chasing after people who really do not care about us and the rest half is spent in forgetting those who do.

10. We always want something we do not have and cannot get and thus land up being miserable most of the time.

11. New year's the most miserable time of the year.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

The ADVERSUS Quest

The following spew of fantasy and magic is inspired by and modeled on Harry Potter. This is for all of those children out there who yearn for a touch of fairy dust to enliven their dreary lives. Dedicated to all the failed storywriters and those magicians who've lost their magicking power. To the dreams of young-uns filled with moonbeams and sunshine,to the fairies who fly sprightly in and out of such figments of our imagination.
Especially this book goes to a poor norwing who couldn't quite cut it in the fairy world and hence was forced to come and live with us.

Chapter 1: A Norwing is born. Startime:11011

On a pale and wintry night,in a small house, a baby lay in a crib wailing to its heart's content. Through the drapes at the window the shadow of the nurse could be seen picking the child up to comfort it. The figure by the hedge outside stood in eerie silence watching the baby and listening to its voice. The moon disappeared behind a cloud and the baby's wails grew louder. There was a flash of lightning across the sky and another hooded figure seemed to have materialised next to the previous onlooker.

"She is a Norwing. We haven't had that in quite a while." said one of them raising her hood from her face.
The other figure robed in red replied,"Yes it is quite unusual that she be born now. The constellations are not what we had anticipated." She turned her face half-hidden by her scarlet hood to the sky. 5 stars burnt brightly in a pattern that was to become a landmark in the baby's life. " It is strange indeed," she continued,"that the quest is to be carried on by this child. I did not expect her to be a Norwing." The disgust and disappointment was apparent in her voice.

"Well it is early yet,she may grow into a talented fairy,capable of handling her legacy.But for now we will leave her here. Let the humans care for her awhile;we will claim her when the time is right." said the other figure throwing her hood back onto her face.
"I must leave, the High Master demands my presence imminently. You are hereby charged with watching this Norwing through her life." She touched the figure in scarlet with the tips of her gloved hands and a thread of light escaped from it. It wound its way round the head of the other and formed into a glowing tiara with a teardrop at its centre.
"The starbeam pearl contains the powers of the Noval elements. Use it wisely in your task," she cautioned the figure in scarlet. "I shall always be with you."
She raised her hands and crossed them once in air saying,"Shahastra-hastra..till we meet again."
Then she twirled on her toes twice and lightning flashed across the skies again.
The scarlet robed figure stood solitary gazing at th e window where the baby now lay sleeping. She blew on her hand and pushed the airsprites towards the window. The little fellows danced on the tendrils of wind and landed lightly beside the sleeping child.
"Watch over her, my faithful..I shall be back soon."
So saying she too twirled twice and crossed her hands in air. The moon appeared again. Silken light washed the garden and hedge. A ring of mushrooms stood where the two figures had been standing. The five stars twinkled in glee.

Chapter 2: 17 years hence. Startime:13011

Perry and Janet skated on their boards back home. High school was over. Their respective schools had hosted the farewell proms and both of them had met up to talk about it. Perry's light brown hair shone as tiny tendrils of sunshine and airsprites whizzed in and out of the strands unnoticed by her. Janet was her best friend of course though Perry was pretty much a loner. She sometimes got the feeling that she did not quite fit into this world. Strange things had a way of finding her and latching onto her. She had never been able to understand what was exactly wrong (or right?) with her. Both girls were lightly built,with thin athletic bodies except Perry was more graceful and she seemed to glide rather than walk. Janet would often tease her about it.
"Its like you're a third kind human." That was what she called people who were abducted by aliens. This was her theory for Perry's obvious gliding. Perry didn't mind the good natured ribbing after all she'd been through lots of it in school. She was a little worried about college though. With her weird luck things would get unsettled in college too and she was scared that she would become an outcast. She doubted Janet and she would get into the same college though.

Like the incident at Dana's house the other night. Perry still blanched when she thought about it. She still couldn't figure out how or why that had happened. Neither could anyone else for that matter. Perry was now officially out of the "group". Not that she'd ever really been in it. They just called her because she hung out with Janet.

Janet punched her arm.
"Ow! Whaddya do that for?"
"Whatcha thinkin' of so much child?" sneered Janet. "Thinking never helped anyone. You'll turn into a dork!" Both the girls laughed. It was a common joke between them. Perry almost epitomised "dork".
"Well I was thinking of Dana's open house." said Perry thoughtfully. "That was waayy weird I thought huh?"
"Still on that eh?"replied Janet,"Well one good thing is it scared off Bitt. He's a big bully and everyone knows he deserves it but yeah it was still so gross."
Saying this Janet broke off and looked strangely at her friend. "You were there, close to him. Did you see what happened?" she enquired,still looking curiously at her friend.
Perry chewed her lips. She did not know what she had seen and was afraid to even admit she had seen anything.
"I dunno." she said. "But he was being mean to Kats. I like Kats. She's sweet to me. I did not like him pushing her around,bullying her like she's a child." Perry waved her fists in the air. "I wish I had done that to him myself" she said angrily.
Nearby a small squirrel suddenly scooted in front of them,stopped before Perry, looked at her as if in disapproval, and shot back behind a tree again. Janet laughed nervously. This sort of stuff happened around Perry all the time. She had learned to ignore it most of the time. But sometimes it still freaked her. Perry skated on in silence. She did not tell her friend that that squirrel followed her to school everyday. It would wait for her and every time she was alone it would bring a nut and drop it in front of her regardless of the weather or the season. Each of those nuts Perry had found it impossible to open.Even a hammer could not crack them open. Somehow she had kept all the nuts. She did not know why.
They reached Janet's house and she hopped off the skateboard and said to Perry. " See you tomorrow..a start of a long summer.Thank god. Bye"
Perry waved and skated on home. When she reached her mother had finished cooking. "Lunch is on the table." her mom said. "Eat up okay? I won't be home till late tonight." So saying her mother left for her office. She ran a department store and it wasn't going too well. So her mother was rarely around. Strangely Perry never felt lonely even though she was alone. Especially at night. Unlike her friends Perry was not scared of the dark. In fact she loved it. Since her childhood she had been a stargazer. She followed the movements and patterns of 5 stars who had been a constant companion all these years. Secretly she sometimes even talked to them and almost believed that they replied.
Perry hurriedly ate her lunch and then skipped upstairs to write her diary. This is what she did when she was alone and Janet was too busy with her supercool friends to hang out with her.

"Dear pantheon," she wrote,"I haven't told you about Dana's open house yet. I'm dying to let it out. So I've told you about Bitt before. He's Kats' boyfriend. Can't understand why she stays with him.Probably 'cause she's too scared. So that day he was especially snooty and being a complete jerk. So I could see that Kats had had enough. I saw her trying to fit in with those mean friends of his and felt sorry for her. Then they started quarreling. Apparently one of the guys had said something about her and Bitt(the loser) actually laughed! And uproariously! So that the rest of us stopped and the whole party loads of people got to hear that comment repeated. You know how mean teenagers can be. When the joke's on someone else then they all laugh secretly thanking their stars its not them. Hypocrites.
Anyway I could see poor Kats was embarrassed and humiliated. She pulled away from Bitts and ran towards the pool. Bitts became enraged. I mean ANGRY. His face turned beetroot red. Haha no pun intended! Anyway so he ran after her and caught her hand and whirled her around roughly. By this time the incident had become the next hot live feed. Everyone's eyes was glued to the couple. Bitt lifted one hand and slapped her calling her a few choice adjectives at the same time. That was when I started feeling weird. Like I could feel something bubbling from within. Like I could hear voices whispering in the winds. At that point all I wanted was to hurt Bitt. Teach him a lesson.
The party kind of got lame around this time. People started leaving. Bitt headed towards the bathroom. Kats had disappeared. I followed him close behind. I wanted another drink. Right then I overheard him mumbling Kats name and insulting her under his breath. The COWARD!
Next all I know is I heard a sharp crack like a lightning and wind(?) sort of swished around me...and Bitt screamed,clutched his mouth and running to the pool jumped in. Chaos ensued. Bitt was still screaming his mouth still covered. I was the only one who was close to him. The rest of the party heard him and were approaching fast. He looked at them and his eyes were wide and scared. "What is it?" I asked. Like I care,but. He uncovered his hands.
His lips were like two balloons. No allusion to Pink Floyd. They were literally BALLOONS. They must have hurt because they were angry red and still growing. It was kind of funny. Then I saw his hand. It was the one with which he had hit Kats. It was sort of flopping around like it didn't have bones. Bitt looked really scared by now and so was I. The rest of the party had arrived by the poolside. Bitt turned around to face them. I waited to hear the gasps of disbelief. I heard none. He looked at me again and they were gone! he looked fine,scared and shaken but Bitt again. I almost thought I'd dreamt it till I saw the look in his eyes. Scary. But anyway he learnt his lesson. It was very weird though. Especially since when he hit Kats I had secretly wished on the turkey wishbone that his hands would become boneless so he couldn't hurt my friend.
Why does this happen around me?
Alright I will sleep now...good bye dear pantheon."
Perry fell off to sleep. Her diary lay on her table. All of a sudden aher windows opened and three airsprites whisked in businesslike.
"We have work to do." said the head airsprite. The others groaned. "But it's so long."
"Well then get to work. We don't have much time before she awakens. Every entry must be chronicled. Create a new Archeval for this one." ordered the head airsprite.
The other two sorry looking airsprites nodded in unison and landed lightly on the diary. They kicked their legs and it flew open to Perry's recent entry. The ink was still wet.
"Careful lets not smudge it lest she get suspicious!"
They sprinkled stardust borrowed from the figure in scarlet. A faint almost indiscernible light glowed from behind the pages. The words slowly floated out of the book. The airsprites grabbed two tendrils of air and sucked the words as quickly as possible. "My,my she writes a lot."said one.
"These are heavy!" complained the other as he wrestled with the wind archiver which was gobbling up words as they floated out of the book.
"Oops almost lost that one.." cried their head when one errant word got a mind of its own and headed out the window. "Concentrate! Do you want humans to see shining words floating around?!" he shrieked.
Finally the job done the airsprites coiled the wind tendrils now heavy with Perry's entry and balancing them on their shoulders they stumbled out of the window.
Perry opened her eyes. Her diary lay on the table open. She looked out of the window and stared at the hedge suspiciously. She quickly drew the blinds.
A scarlet robe flashed behind the hedge. Lightning flashed in the clear skies and a ring of mushrooms appeared in a small scorched circle behind the hedge. The figure disappeared.

Chapter 4: The High Council Startime: 13111

High above the sleeping forms of homo sapiens, the Divine Council of Faeries had assembled to discuss a delicate,fragile and much avoided topic. The meeting had been scheduled for the Hour of Circadia. It was the hour when day just melted into night or light just faded into dark. That hour was the one when Faeries gathered for otherwise Circadia,their Council scribe couldn't stay awake. Eleven gilded chairs bearing the insignia of the respective High Councillors were arranged in a cirlcle. Five clouds, suspiciously triangular in shape, protruded out from select thrones forming a pentagon which completely obscured the council from the view of wandering airplanes. In the center of the circle lay a bowl of translucent water shimmering. This was their means of communication with their minions. Each throne was also equipped with a strong pair of highly ornate wings. Some were the traditional bird wing shape and size,others were more innovative. One even had eyes and a nose for each respective wing which roved around appreciatively taking in its rather boring surroundings.

Soon eleven robed figures were seen to glide towards the distorted pentagon. A flurry of activity ensued within the circle. Tiny airsprites rushed around whipping out the agenda of the meeting woven in silk, at every chair. delicious food were carried on slender tendrils of condensed air and watervapour (otherwise called cloudrils) and long reeds of sandalwood were presented with coloured dew for making notes. A great bell seemed to ring, the Councillors had arrived.

The High Regina seated herself at her throne. Her spirit guide stood silent and watchful at her side. It was a beautiful firesprite. She clapped her hands and called the meeting to order.

"Schladon, yegara shria, fiyan eihbain tsuchaer!"
"An tsusathe nem!!" echoed the rest of the Council in unison.
"My fellow Councillors,"began the Regina,"We have gathered here today to table a proposition long avoided by all of us. It can no longer be evaded I fear. The Norwing is of age. She must be trained. Even though we are not sure that she is the one we must prepare for all contingencies. She must be sent to the Pengwing Academy. That is the closest to her country and she will be comfortable enough there. The climate in that school is also well modulated to the one she is accustomed to. I would now listen to what your thoughts are. You may either voice them or deposit them into the wind channels. but in that case be careful to protect your entry with a code. You may proceed."
A hush fell over the company. No one seemed to quite like the topic. Five of the council were white as alabaster. Three were brown or rather wheatish in complexion. Two were black and one was an airsprite hence quite invisible. They all wore singularly pained expressions on their faces. A turkish Councillor spoke next.
"My High Regina, Merhaba. I would that this topic were not started. The thought of a faerie or sprite without the power of flight quite makes me nauseous."

"Well that cannot be helped Gaziz. We must have a solution. If we do not concur then I shall make a Ruling." stated the High Councillor rather sharply.

"I agree," replied a robed figure who had spent many a night gazing into a certain window with a certain girl."I grow tired of my constant vigilance. Seventeen years I have seen this girl grow up with the empty headed flightless humans. They have all but spoilt her psychic abilities. Quite a shame.It is time we took her away from such nincompoops and placed her with those of her kind."

"That is all easily said. But she is a grown girl. She has a mind of her own. Who is to take the task of explaining a history enriched with aeons of magic and educate a hole left by seventeen uneducated years?" asked a kingly looking faerie from the North. He was from the poles and did not like to take too much responsibility other than fending his folk from the cold.

"We should allow the Regina to choose I think,"said a gentle looking faerie with wide eyes and a slight figure. "She will choose well."

The Regina looked thoughtful.
"But we do not know whether this girl is even the one the Word spoke of. Why should we have to make a big deal about a mere Norwing?" retorted a thoroughly irritated faerie with considerable vehemence.
"Because it is our duty to heed all such quotations. They may not be true,but if they are and we did not act,it would lead to disaster." Replied the robed faerie gently.

"Fie on such talk. I purpose we thread this subject. Forever."cried the Turkish Councillor.

"Neshya!" The Regina's voice thundered through the circle. "Silence all of you. To thread a subject would mean we cannot open it even if we want to later. It is not wise. I shall have to make a Ruling if all of you cannot command a Decision soon.I warn you that my Ruling may not be to your liking."

"Council members! Either subscribe to the wind channels or voice your votes as to who you think is worthy of handling the education and grooming of the Norwing. Thank you." commanded the shrill voice of Circadia the scribe who had been recording all of the meting with a great deal of amusement.

Sulking the Councillors took up their pouches filled with faerie dust. They extracted a pinch of pale blue dust and blew it into the air in turn. The particles floated in midair for sometime then formed a tube and latched onto wind channels. Each channel slowly grew the insignia of the respective Councillor. The insignia would seal that door preventing any other from changing or tampering with the vote.
The Regina clapped her hands. "Let the voting begin!"

One by one the Councillors wrote down their vote and called upon airsprites to guide the words into the channels. Airsprites scrambled around as each Councillor cast his/her vote saying the words,"Ari Flamen!"
Slowly the wind channels grew heavy and ten channels began weaving their way towards the central bowl. When all of them had been immersed inside the shimmering surface of the water, the Regina stood and touched the surface. It crackled and then froze. Through the ice though, the votes of all the ten Councillors floated gently. The Regina looked and nodded. The results were much as she had expected.
"Alright. We seem to be at a concensus. There will be no need for a Ruling. We have a majority. Fellow Councillors, we have chosen Orwen-schlia as the Guardian of the girl. It is a binding contract. She may not break it before another Ruling is made. In the event that she does not fulfil her duties we will assemble for a mid-bond vote." commanded the regina.

All the councillors nodded. They all concurred. After all Orwen-sclia had looked over her for seventeen years. Who better than her to attend to her education?

Orwen sighed and looked rather weary and old. But the Regina had commanded and it must be done.
The Council was breaking up. The rest of the Councillors looked very relieved as if a burden had been lifted off their shoulders.
The Regina began her concluding remarks,"I believe we have resolved this matter satisfactorily. Till the next purposition is put through we shall not convene. The Noval elements must be apprised of the situation. I trust Circadia will perform that task. As soon as they have expressed their approval Orwena shall proceed. Circadia, You shall also inform the Dean of Pengwing Academy of his new student. He may not be enthusiastic. I leave it upto you to persuade him." smiling slightly as if she perceived this would be an amusing encounter, the Regina raised her hand turned thrice and disappeared. The words 'Shahastra-hastra echoed gently through the circle. The cry was taken up by all the others as one by one they turned on their heels bidding each other goodbye. Soon only Orwen was left. She stood gazing at the airsprites dismantling the windchannels from the frozen water receiver. She had a long year ahead. Sighing she proceeded to the bowl and tapped it. It froze over again. Ignoring the irritated looks of the airsprites,she searched for a scarlet robed figure beyond in the floating waters.
"Myrrhana, we must meet. I have work for you. Please hurry. The Regina wants my services imminently."
So saying she turned thrice....the clouds dispersed.





Crystal ball

Prophecy 2: Woe shall befall those who procrastinate on weekends.
That's not even a prophecy..it's more like a hard and fast rule engraved in gold.

Prophecy 3: Thinking about tomorrow will tend to cause an increase in your body temperature. Thinking about yesterday will require a bowl to be placed beneath the eyes to collect fresh saline tears.

Prophecy 4: Most of your pathetic existence withers in the shadow of epic failures.

Prophecy 5: You'll tell yourself you'll do it tomorrow...that unfortunate event will never happen.

Prophecy 6: Don't kid yourself. You are so alone in this cosmos.

Prophecy 7: Your life is a shrine to the Goddess of Procrastination.

Prophecy 8: You will come across someone in your life who will make you jealous and uncomfortable.

Prophecy 9: Happiness will come from unforseen quarters..be prepared to recognize it and treasure it!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

So this blog is for all fellow aspirants in any field...with one qualification..they have to have either failed miserably at it or are still chipping away at the proverbial wall of success.
Come share your sorrows in the field of daffodils.....
Also I shall prophecize every now and then through the us eof my crystal ball and tarot cards..feel free to either glorify the prophecies or shoot them down.
As for me.... I'm a lone bud in a field overgrown with full flowers. I try to make my way, I try to find the sun,I try and try....